I was young and trusting

You had just turned 33

Looking for some validation to heal

Your childhood trauma, hmm

You told me I was special

Then covered up my freckles

Let you turn me into someone I hated

Just so that you would love me, hmm

You diluted all my talents like a watercolor palette

I was spreadin' myself so thin for you

Push the limits of my body, flyin' all over the country

Just to be the one that you wanted me to

But I swear to you

This is the last song I'll write about you

I've opened up every single old wound

And all the shit that you put me through

I couldn't make it make sense if I had to

This is the last time I'll put it in words

The way you gas lit all of my hurt

I fell apart trying to make it work

And I think it's time to let go if I have to